i am pretty sure that i have a fear of success. i believe that i am absolutely TERRIFIED of succeeding. it is not that i don't want to succeed, it is just that i feel more comfortable when there are problems to solve. i actually enjoy the challenge of troubleshooting, as opposed to bliss. I am most happiest when i know i am helping/contributing. so perhaps you are wondering what brought about this change of topic. well i'll tell you. and if you weren't wondering what brought this about, then ...
i look young for my age. i will admit it. i am 24 years old and at times i look like i am still in high school. this is not such a bad thing, when people ask me about school. but i am an honest person. i can openly admit that i am in my sixth year working towards my 2-year degree. i have attented college off and on for those 6 years, but i get so many raised eyebrows. what is wrong with taking our time? when i first enrolled in college, it was right after high school. i did it solely to a...
so here i am, trying my hand at blogging. this is an interesting experience. i joined and posted 3 articles yesterday, and someone has already read one. very interesting. i get an odd feeling when i think about an unknown person reading my personal thoughts and feelings. what a concept. i find that i don't express my emotions in a very effective manner. it is something that i am working on. i wonder how much shit other people put up with? i wonder if i take more or less shit than the average ...
my family is a bit like everyone else's. my parents have been divorced, but remarried each other. i have 5 siblings and i love them all, even if i feel that at times there isn't enough room in this WORLD for all 6 of us. having a family is great, and i look forward to having one when i am ready. with that said, i have to admit that these days i can't stand being around my family for long lengths of time. being around them makes me want to gauge my eyeballs out with a melon baller. i am, by...
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Hello! I don't know how you got here, but thanks for coming. I would first like to say that all the opinions and views expressed here are mine, and I take full credit for them... well, most of them at least. Anything that is not exclusively my own, then it will be obvious that it is not mine. DUH! I am new to the blogging, so please give me a month before you expect any consistency with my posting. I decided to blog when I was sitting around at work, thinking to myself, "there is somethin...